i am officially a mushroom head. i will complain to everyone i see until im satisfied. i shall not talk to anyone tomorrow in case they laugh at me because i am bound to look more horrifying with my hair tied up. horrible. now no guys will want to go out with me because i have a mushroom head and hair with a fat body. i am not happy but i shall accept whatever imperfections that i have.

HAHAHA.

and yes, i bought my first novel - HE's JUST NOT INTO YOU for 13.20 bucks =)

guess what?!

my whole life, i have been CHEATED by guys. the cruelty. well, actually i cheated myself by psychoing good reasons why he isnt showing signs but in fact, he is just not into me. so horrible. i have been teaching the wrong things to PEOPLE! horrible. im so sorry i wasted people's time too. now that i read the book( 1/10) of it, i wasted my whole life pleasing people and now, i have a hard time moving on. shittos nachos.

all because i thought he is STILL into me.

AARGH. so horrifyingly heartbreaker to take. after all the good things i have done, i am bound to the dooms of singlehood forever and never to get MARRIED anymore while i will watch him marry another one. ITS SO UNFAIR. just because i was so nice. i should have known. wait till i complete the book and watch the movie.

the next thing that i will do,

if he wants me, he chase after me. not the other way round.

MUSHROOM HEAD signing out.