Ayunithebest.......

its good to know i have been doing well in work. i managed to finish up all my admin stuffs and still be a nurse to my patients. im still trying to delegate things, i still feel like a novice when it comes to nursing. worst still, i forgot to bring my spectacles to work and i was squinting the whole day. lucky, i never take any blood today. i could have poke myself =) hahaha. anyways, life has been so so. the only reason i wake up each day is to work. i know thats what 99% of the population is doing but i want to do something more meaningful. dont know what also.

i saw mr nurse today =) and guess what! he was doing dressing with the guy that wanted my number. bloody hell. that guy want to make fun of me infront of mr nurse. wait till i see him again. i managed to chat with him for a while and we are starting of well. the awkward is starting to decreased and we are confirmed joining the marathon. i tell you. i dont know how but i will do it to show i can.i remember two years ago, ace asked me to join 21km army run and i die die dun want to go but now things have changed. maybe a little challenge in my life will keep me moving. its going to be two weeks to valentine's day and it sucks knowing i have no ONE to date. i would groan like hell when i see advertisements of valentines day. i miss getting pretty flowers & telling him what are the flowers called. i miss receiving my first bouquet. i wonder if he remembers my favourite flower. aiyah, things have changed so fast.

im still single and forever will be single. haha.

in four months time, its going to be a year that i broke off. cant believe it, time flies. i thought i was going to die any moment. look at me now. i am still the same ayunie that everyone knew for as long as they can remember. im still that kukuberd silly nice patient girl that everyone likes to be crazy with. i wonder what will make me change. min says only an adverse event. maybe i'll always be the person i am because of my character but i know im changing slowly. maturity does a far bit.

for now, i shall indulge on groaning at VDAYs and go home and return to a no food home =) haha!