Ayunithebest.......

i think i have made alot of people mad or something.

i am not feeling well today and i couldnt go bestie's day with dewi. i think she is kind of upset. i bet she is because she is alone now. i feel bad. so bad that i wish i can drag myself and be with her but i am really not well. its like the third person not happy with me but i dont want to say anything much. i know she has been having a rough time with her life and all but i am too.maybe its my fault for immensing so much time in work. and maybe its my fault for not managing my money well because right now i am truly broke. im left with a pathetic 2 bucks in my account. how sad is that. i say yes to everything and now i am a loser at the end. gosh. ever since i have been trying to be patient with everything, i get more lost.

oh wells. i am still going to be patient.

i want to rest now. migraine.after working and being unwell, i think i deserved a good rest.

today marks my first month of working and not taking MC.

its an improvement. watch me not take MC for the next four months. i will work for that 150 voucher and many many money so that i can save up for the future. have a great saturday.

i want to buy that fried rice now.