Ayunithebest.......

i have ten minutes to blog before i start my night shift at FMC. truly, this past few days have been much draining for me. i have a lot of decisions to make and i learnt quite a bit about working life. its taken to a time that i feel lost about my future. i am not sure about being a nurse for a long run because it has never been my passion ever since i was born. i just love talking to people and i know my characteristics have been a plus point. being in raffles taught me about maturing as an adult and being a colleague and friends to all my staffs. no doubt tt 99% of them are much older than me. some have a lot of nursing experience compared to mine and some are more wiser in dealing with things. i am young, i have neither ward experience nor management skills. i lose out in most things but i am never a quitter when it comes to being a believer.

today i learnt how to type reports. on my own, with the 1 hour of teaching that kak siti taught me two weeks ago. thats not in my job scope.neither is closing the clinic, handling money, dealing with stock takes or even updating the system on the stocks. i graduated to be a nurse. i have a lot to do and with my admin on hospitalisation leave, i cant helped it but to learn hw to do reports. i hv stopped complaining about the additional work. i started thinking about my clinic.

because i am inspired to make this clinic work. we will get that. i know we are young but all young clinic start rocky but excel in the later part =)

will blog more! if im not tired, got to work!