Ayunithebest.......



today is two days away from the weekends and i have been counting down. its been the 14th day that i never took MC deliberately and im proud of it.i shall keep this up till the end of december so i can win that 150 NTUC voucher that sara has announced to everyone. wah. imagine that. i can buy loads of BENS and JERRYS tubs from NTUC =) cool or what. work was okays. i got to take half day after 9 months of working in my clinic. initially sara wanted to change my leave till tomorrow because eugenia will be coming back then. of course i had to say no as tomorrow would be my overtime day. i actually felt bad leaving susan alone including the fact i actually injured her wrist unintentionally. oh my.

it wasnt on purpose. i swing the door so hard that it hit her knuckles. errr. im so sorry my ang moh aussie =( anyways, everyone dont believe i can take leave today. OH MY. haha, i had a hard time leaving because they dont believe me and it was already two hours passed my leave time when i leave. pfft. i got to talk to huishueng about my love life. it was nice talking to her. once in a while, i would talk to her about my personal things because she knows how to make me smile & even make me feel better. i used to tease her alot with her TERRIBLE trademark. the only reason i come to work sometimes is to bully her actually. besides that point, huishueng often tell me that i had a bright future ahead and that i shouldnt be thinking of all this.



but ometimes i feel, i work better if i know someone is there to support me.i dont know. dont you all think so?! i know i have said how jerky guys are or how indecisive they r but i feel to be loved by someone is like so good. ya ya ya. i know how you may say what about the singles out there. i mean dont tell me they never think about how it is liked to be loved. AHAH.got you there. i know i have been in only ONE relationship compared to the dozens people have but i learnt a lot. at that time, even though ace wasnt paying much attention to me, everytime i come home, i know i have someone to look forward to talk to and gossip. i had that person beside me through ups and downs. now that i am single, i come home, i dont know who to talk too.

im lost you know?! like a sheep. i want to talk to my besties also, i dont know what to talk because im so used to talk to ace. now that i dont talk to him that much, when i tease my grannie, she would shut me up. see what i mean? those people in love and married must be fortunate. i know marriage causes a lot of problems but isnt it nice to come home to a husband.

when i get married, i will be the best nicest wife one would ever had. i will organise outings to esplanade and sweet talk my husband. i will listen to his woes and try to cook his favourite meal even though i would burn it. we will have different shifts but every morning before i go work, i will kiss his forehead after leaving breakfast on the table and tell him, honey, i love you every single day. oh my. wouldnt it be so nice! and then i come home and cook before he comes, and surprise him with different flowers on the table. our house will be full of life =) and not to forget! we will have midnight movies together!

when we have children, then we sneak out to watch our own routines but then return home to be the super parents. aiyee. how could i forget about our own parents. we will include them too! i wish i had someone to love my life and someone to love me to start with. and then, my future will be very bright.

i never asked much. when i was single three years ago. all i could do was to see army guys on trucks. i never ask for a handsome man or someone who sweet talks me. i only asked for some guy who understands me and push me whenever i am down. you know. someone who shows his interests even though we will grow old. i once have a lovely relationship, lovely boyfriend indeed but things changed. i never regret having it thou' it didnt ended up like in the movies. but my taste for guys have never changed.

i still longed for someone who understands me and listens to me. treats me like a girl and more.i have always been the ya ya papaya girlfriend. everything also can. i know i have to be patient. very patient. if i am patient enough then he would come. i shouldnt rush into things. thats what huishueng told me. let him come to me, and things will be fine.



i looked at her and thanked her for her advice. i feel so much better. i know i am not alone. i dont know how many people out there are feeling the same way i am but dont worry people. if fate brings you together, it will. now talking about my own life, i still have yet to decide. i have FTT retest next month and i have yet to enrol to take my degree. i just hope that i will be selected to go for the phlembotomist course at singapore poly. all my staff nurse are on the waiting list. can you imagine that.

life is a competition. anyways,



i went out with giselle today. she is apparently my new friend =) like so tall and pretty can. i met her recently and we started hanging out. it was my half day anyways so we had high tea at carousel. its been 3 months ever since i last hang out there. high tea is cheap! we pay 25 each for the tab. giselle insisted to pay but i relented. she is like nice, still so skinny but eat like a pig. so sorry giselle, hurhur. i had so much to eat that i couldnt walk by the end of the day. GRRH. i could somemore eat the ice kachang with more emphasis on the ice. WAHAHA. so funny. then i put fondue on top of it. yum yum. you all should try it. doesnt hurt eating at a restaurant once in a while =)



it was then time for us to go shopping. we went like all around orchard and i was super attracted to the MANGO bag but i didnt have the money to buy it =( next month then. giselle wanted to go kate spade so i accompany her. wah. things there are super expensive but the bag is super nice! i shall save money to buy just ONE branded bag in my life. i am aiming that burberry bag which cost like 2000 bucks. ya. wait long long. maybe i get her to buy me one when she travel overseas arh. we had coffee at gloria's jean which was super cheap and walked aroung orchard cineleisure for a short shopping trip. bought like a hairband from pull & bear. nice nice nice.

giselle is so fun =) i cant wait to go out with her soon again. its like having your personal fashion stylist beside you. nah, i will still be the same baggy girl. hahaha. okays. time for me to sleep. got to do overtime tomorrow and my back already aching. lucky i have done the drug order for this month and i hope tomorrow wont be busy.



cant wait for saturday! its bestie's day with feli and min at sentosa =) have a nice day!