Ayunithebest.......

i just knew it. ace was angry with me when i didnt pick up the phone recently. apparently he realli needed me at that point of time and i had this tendecy of not putting my phone in my uniform. its a hindrance i called it but ever since that day, i learnt a lesson. no wonder his messages sound so bad. oh, now i know why. HAHAHA. it was bestie's day with ace today. i only meet him once in two or three weeks and whenever we meet, we try to make full use of it. my idea of going out would be doing something we never do before. i have always thought of ideas but it was his day today. we were supposed to meet at 4pm but he had to go out to his friend's engagement party so we met slightly later.

upon reaching, this boy was still fuming mad about the day i never pick up my phone. of course i have to be apologetic. i was already feeling bad of not doing my part as a friend, he always know how to make it more worser.he picked me up from home and we went all the way to orchard for our movies. today was his treat.we had transporter 3 and seven pounds as our entertainment. i love car journeys with him and i had the chance to blast all my korean songs like nobody and my girl =) WAHAHAHA. i tell you, ace and i were singing,

i want nobody nobody LIKE you instead of nobody nobody BUT you

anyhow change lyrics. we reached upon time after getting lost in the expressway somehow. you all should watch the movies i watched. it is not a blast but it was nice! i totally love transporter 3. no, not the movie script but the cars. OMG. did you know that if i had a choice to have an AUDI or MERCEDES, i would choose AUDI because it is super versatile. at one point of the movie, i turned to ace & told him, can your HONDA do that, can you show me later. of course ace stared at me like one kind. the language was harder to understand because of the accent but as a first timer to transporter series, i would come back to watch the sequel only for the cars. seven pounds was way different because it focuses on being more appreciative of life. i nearly cried at the end because the good people always have to die.

WHY OH WHY.

i dont know why.you should watch. those who think that their life is as bad as a rotten egg, think again. once you watch the movie, you understand why. it was late night when we fnished our movies & it was time to go for a short shopping for his dad's shoes. i suck at shopping. whenever i go out with him and shop, i get stress because im not a good chooser but i act as if i know alot of styles. HAHA. good kan.we managed to get discounts from that seller and it was then time to go home.

=( i hate going home time. two weeks never meet, so fast go home. then must wait another two weeks again. thats why i never like going for movies with ace because doing that speeds up time, somehow. but ace was way different today. he finally opens up a little to me. i can tell he was trying his best to express his feelings even though in the end he couldnt say a full picture of it. i took time to listen and kept quiet when he talked. i wanted him to tell me as much as he could. i needed to know where he is at this point of time and so being ayunie, i was the listening ear. there were points of time i smiled and kept quiet. we kept quiet and then he talked again. oh my. its an improvement. he really wanted to talk. WAH.

its funny how this guy knows everything about me and how he thinks or pretends to think i dont know everything about him which i know. (except for the parts he wants to be left unknown)

i think he doesnt know that he is doing pretty well, slowly. i know he was having one of his bad days that he was about to blow up and he needed to say something. i was still his little girl =) the one whom he always entrust his problems to. i feel honoured actually. not many know how he works and that is one thing i have achieved. at that very point of time, i couldnt advice much because certain things he have to solve it himself. i can only say much but the rest is up to him.

by the looks of it, i think ace and me will be fine just like we were for the years. he actually forgots my three year friendship but he actually didnt forget about how important the 8th was. i stopped talking about how i love him so much but i started asking about how he lived his life. its time i listen to what my heart says and it says, as long as i know he is on the right track, im fine.if he is happy, im happy. once i knew and hear the words i want to hear from him one fine day, i will know that he knows what he wants in life and that, he will be able to commit to anything he does without a doubt.i await for that day patiently. i know it will come.

meanwhile i will stick my handphone nearby me and think about my FTT. haha =)