Ayunithebest.......

i am sad.

very.

i off-ed my phone. thats what i do whenever i need time alone.

only GOD knows why i keep smiling everytime. im good at covering up. thats my forte. it has always been. its unfair.i feel unappreciated and clueless. it has always been like that. i have always been a test for GOD to experiment. after all i did and wait for, GOD never fails to slap me right and left everytime. its not fair, i thought good people get good things but why good people actually dont get it.

must be because im bad.

i dont know what i did wrong. sighs.

oh wells. ayunie will always be ill stricken with bad luck. thats what i have always go through.

it has to end this way, every single event. ayunie, good luck. hope you dont die soon.